If I say I do not have any time (again), would you believe me?
Because I really do not have any time to even say I love you, I miss you, I want to hang out with you, I want to chill at the nearest coffee shop, I want to shop, I want to read books for leisure, I want to make handicraft, I want to play piano for hours not just for one song, I want to kiss you, I want to video call with you, I want to make something for your birthday, I want to mix-match my prettiest clothes to go around Singapore, I want that ice cream, I want to, I want to, I want to.
Do you have any idea where I am?
I am in the corner of my bedroom, study with one lamp, tons of books, lots of assignments, one laptop, weary eyes, and I am tired.
I am tired.
If anyone of you understand how it feels, can we talk?